Gosh. This summer went by soo fast. Today my mom came up to me and asked me when I wanted to do school shopping..and then I realized the date. I mean...Last summer seemed so much better, I was in love, I was with Madison,I went on a cruise with my 3 bestest friends in the world. And then this summer...No love, No Madison, A cruise with my new best friend.....but Idunno..my dad is getting surgery and Im scared...my eyes r giviing me problems, I have been in fights with people that mean so much to me, this summer was probably the worst of them all. And starting High school is scary, because Im going to be with people who don't like me, and people I dont know, and Part of me..well..wants to be accepted..but then the other part says.."Who gives a fuck??" I just hope I don't lose Tasha, she will keep my sanity throughout the year, and most likely Meagen....I hope her and I can be close, cause she is nice..except when PMS comes into account. Gosh....Well..I vented my worries..time to chat with people online!!